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I fantasize all the time of finding an envelope filled with $2000 in cash in a parking lot or walking along a road and findin...(more)
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i took advantage of a child when I was 10, the kid was nearly 4 at the time. I feels so bad about what I did. I am a new child in God now..and I feel so bad about what I did. I am causing myself so much pain and anxiety. God has forgiven men...but I have not forgiven myself. I w...(more)
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I hate that my family is poor. I hate that we have no money. I hate that I don't come from money. I hate that we/I don't have options and opportunities some people have. And because my family is 'poor' they can't teach me anything about how to not be poor. I just want to know, want to experience what it is to have the option to go out and get a car. Or go to a dentist. Or not sit around with this constant stupid gnawing feeling in my stomach like the world is about to cave in any minute. And I get mad at God because I feel like if He cared He would give me opportunities to experience having money because it is my heart's one true desire. I know what you're thinking 'Money doesn't buy happiness'. Well FUCK OFF because I'm not asking to BUY my happiness. I'm so sick of vapid stupid people focusing on the money itself. I'm asking for a tool to improve my life and the lives of those around me. And not being able to do that is tearing me up inside. I'm sick of being without money. I hate it. I'm sick of it and it makes me angry. I'm a good person but I need the door to open so I can put myself where I need to be, where I long to be and where I deserve to be. That's all. A surgeon has a gift- but can't do shit without a scalpel. I want my scalpel, that's all. And I feel...(more)
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I'm tired of being angry, restless, scared and trying to figure out my life and what's wrong with me...(more)
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I choke myself while I masturbate, the first time I was wearing a necklace and it left marks. I put it on everytime I do it now but I have to lie when people ask about them. I don't know if this makes my orgasm better but it's addicting none the less. Especially knowing people can see those marks and have no idea. I also use my moms medical scapel to cut at my arms, not my wrists. Sometimes my legs or chest as well, anywhere I can hide. It doesn't hurt, it just stings and sometimes I...(more)
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So I still wet the bed at night. what is more Embarrassing is that i wear goodnites to bed (they are like pull ups)...(more)
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Your kid s are stupid and nosy and so are you. Remember when you said you couldn't stand it when people stand behind you when you're playing slot machines? Why is it different when I'm on the computer. Not you or your stupid kids have the decency to give anyone privacy. Whether I'm doing my bank account or replying to an email, you and your stupid kids sit right there over my shoulder like they have every right to be in on my business. Like there's no such things as boundaries and privacy! Then you get mad because I expect my privacy! You're an ASSHOLE! And your kids are stupid! They have no concept of common courtesy. It's only what THEY want and what makes THEM feel good. That's why we can't even have any kind of snack food in the house! Because there is no concept of your kids of SHARING with the other people in the house! They just gorge and FUCK everyone else. It's stupid. It's a sign of lower intelligence when you can't even think about your i...(more)