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i took advantage of a child when I was 10, the kid was nearly 4 at the time. I feels so bad about what I did. I am a new child in God now..and I feel so bad about what I did. I am causing myself so much pain and anxiety. God has forgiven men...but I have not forgiven myself. I w...(more)

I wish I knew myself better than others, instead of...(more)

My mom left me on my grandmothers doorstep when i was three. since then its been just me and dad. and i like it that way. but after dads divorce hes become an alcoholic. this happened in 2001. today he was so drunk he passed out hit his head on the toilet and went into seizures. hes currently recieved detox from a local hospital. how do i tell him if he doesnt stop its going to be just him. and not him and me. i cant undergo this stress anymore. i cant keep being the friend with the drunk dad. im freakin 20. im so ashamed. i know im grateful he showed up to all my plays. all my games. all that stuff when i was in school. he always showed up drunk though. i want my dad back. this isnt him. my dad remembers an hour later why i came to visit him. hes been in rehab several times. probley more times than i can count on both fingers. and evertime he comes out he goes right back to drinking. and thats all he does. he cant hold a job. he still lives with my grandmother. hes lost everything he had. he used ot be my idol. he was a 6 figure a year...(more)

Dad. If you dont stop drinking I'm going to drop you...(more)

I hate that my family is poor. I hate that we have no money. I hate that I don't come from money. I hate that we/I don't have options and opportunities some people have. And because my family is 'poor' they can't teach me anything about how to not be poor. I just want to know, want to experience what it is to have the option to go out and get a car. Or go to a dentist. Or not sit around with this constant stupid gnawing feeling in my stomach like the world is about to cave in any minute. And I get mad at God because I feel like if He cared He would give me opportunities to experience having money because it is my heart's one true desire. I know what you're thinking 'Money doesn't buy happiness'. Well FUCK OFF because I'm not asking to BUY my happiness. I'm so sick of vapid stupid people focusing on the money itself. I'm asking for a tool to improve my life and the lives of those around me. And not being able to do that is tearing me up inside. I'm sick of being without money. I hate it. I'm sick of it and it makes me angry. I'm a good person but I need the door to open so I can put myself where I need to be, where I long to be and where I deserve to be. That's all. A surgeon has a gift- but can't do shit without a scalpel. I want my scalpel, that's all. And I feel...(more)

I'm tired of being angry, restless, scared and trying to figure out my life and what's wrong with me...(more)

I want my ex back, as stupid and cheesy as it sounds I think he was 'the one'. We were so close i learned the most amazing and terrible things about him and I didn't care. I know he was a jerk sometimes, and i know he lied sometimes because he didn't want me to know everything terrible about him, but i wouldn't have cared. I'm with someone new now, and I'm only with them to make you jealous and hurt you because we broke up and you moved on so quickly. I miss you, and god i miss the sex with you so much too. I wonder if you still think of me...you no longer talked to me but mixed signals exist in your behaviour and i feel stupid for still loving you and thinking about you. I'm sure we cou...(more)

I am 23 year old catholic girl and have been in a relationship with a man for the past 8 years. He understands me and we get along well together. He is a nice guy...very caring,does not drink or smoke,good values, responsible, respects me and would never ever cheat on me. He apologizes even if I am wrong and can read all my expressions and even my silence. He knows me really well by now and so do I. But the problem is we have too many differences between us.... He is a muslim and is 12 years elder to me.I am a post graduate and he is a graduate. First the main issue is convincing our parents about us. Then I don't know what traditions would we follow during the time of our marriage(Catholic or muslim). Then the bigger prob is I don't understand how we would raise our kids....as catholics or muslims?? Plus I worry that our kids will have an old father. He is not financially stable yet, he is very hard working and worked in the gulf but somehow when he does well, bad times fall upon him. He got his portuguese passport and is going to the UK soon and is confident he will click there and wants to get married then in about a year's time. But I am all confused bout our future. I feel like a fish o...(more)

Your kids are so stupid. They don't even know what a hand towe...(more)

I choke myself while I masturbate, the first time I was wearing a necklace and it left marks. I put it on everytime I do it now but I have to lie when people ask about them. I don't know if this makes my orgasm better but it's addicting none the less. Especially knowing people can see those marks and have no idea. I also use my moms medical scapel to cut at my arms, not my wrists. Sometimes my legs or chest as well, anywhere I can hide. It doesn't hurt, it just stings and sometimes I...(more)